As I am checking on my things, I have seen my wallet from 10 years ago. Inside, I saw a note that says “Believe in Dreams.”

I smile because I remember who gave me this. It was my ex-girlfriend. She gave me this when we separated ways. It’s somehow what I needed to be reminded of right now. To still believe in my dreams and that everything will be all right.

This year is the worst year of my life. My mom died and everything started to fell apart. My dream, my motivation, my happiness. Everything seems to be getting out of hand. I have no hope, no inspiration, and no motivation. But I hope someday, I will start to believe in dreams again.

To my ex-girlfriend, if it happened you read this, thank you for everything and sorry for everything I’ve done. My immaturity, my mistakes, my selfishness, everything. I wish you nothing but success and happy life. I know it’s been 10 years since to say all of this but many words are still left unsaid.